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Yeah, so many pending posts in my draft. Just so you know. For the first time in a long time, I felt so happy, so rejoiced. You came to me when I was in dire need of a shoulder. You showed me there was hope after tragedy. You became my bestfriend. The times we laughed and the times we shared. Were priceless beyond anything I could imagine. We never knew the meaning of uncertainty and difficulty. I showed you what it was like to be a fool, a good fool. And in return, you taught me new ways of life. The more we connected, the more we grew as people, friends and partners. You made me feel like I could trust and love again. Words uttered out of your mouth that made me feel safe and wanted "Love is not a strong enough word to describe how I feel. I adore you really." I was caught. My problems were yours as yours were mine. Blooming into something so deep, something so special. We were blinded by nothing but each other. The hours turned to days and days turned to months. Promises were never broken and feelings seem to flourish. This was real. So I thought... Just as everything was going so well.. The distance began to win our battle of being together. Drifting apart, we dedicated ourselves to making this work. We tried and tried. And just as everything was returning to they way they were.. Love, devotion, and adorement.. You vanished into thin air as if you were just a dream. To this day, my mind wonders how could something so strong be defeated so easily. No words could express the confusion, the doubt, the feeling of foolishness That runs through me as time goes by with an answer of Why? The last question left unanswered: Were you real or were you just one of my needs? That is something that needs to be answered. One day, one lifetime. Very soon I promise!
Thanks for being apart of me Jimmy Bejar~
-MyaZulkifli-

11 comments:

whtttttttt.......?? its okay miraa.. b strong. Allah bless u~

somethg can chill u up

flymas.mobi kan ada?
;-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hG7j-jHqq3M

chill
live life fullest

awwww hunney, im so sorry to hear that. Hope ure holding up strong in there. Well, as for me, when you know you'll have a distance relationship, it is really important that the rship is DEEP. How long u guys are together, how mny activities you guys do, i dont think that matter so much.

anyways! be strong k hun.

anis- no problem dear. =')

joe- thanks~ i believe everything hppn for a reason.

aiman- im in a desperate need of a hugggg!! =( hmmm.. nvm. both of us decided to do this. both agreed after a long talk~ so yeah.

awwww hunney, at least u guys had a good closure right? thats really important. HUGGGGGGGGGGGZZZZZZZZZZZZz stand stong hun. if u need anything u can always msg me at facebook yea

aiman- thnx baby!! =) and guess wht, we'd been skyping the whole nite yesterday. laughing and making fun of each other like those days.. ;')

mya.............. im so sorry cos i know it pretty late but hey senorita. u are too beautiful for distant relationship. be a tough cookie. make me proud by just smiling everyday and not feeling sad. *chest bump*

SAYANGGGGGGGGGG- ='( sokay babyy.. i knw imma tough senorita baby. and yeah, just so u knw.. im making u proud. *huggs*

ouch!! chest bump kepala hangguk kau! LMAO.

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